Friday, June 29, 2012

..her heart was a secret garden and the walls were very high..






this causes me the most anxiety in my life. there are so many things i want to do, to accomplish-- how do you choose which way to go? how will you know if it's the right path for you?






"Courage is what it takes to stand up and speak; courage is also what it takes to sit down and listen." 






this city is so beautiful



please be the one to never give up on me. never leave. never walk away. never move on. please be the one.




i want to squeeze this puppy




this is one of the hardest lessons i have ever had to learn. learning when to draw the line in a relationship or friendship. there is only so much you can do to make a relationship work without being met half way. 




he is so cute :)




each and every person that we love changes us. for the good, or the bad-- but we are never the same  




this is the absolute truth. nothing ever comes out the exact way you want it to.




“If you love someone, you believe she is the best person in the world. She doesn’t see herself like that, and that’s the only thing he wants to show her. That’s love. He wants her to love herself the same way he loves her.”








 
  
 
2 of the truest statements i have ever heard   


 

Thursday, June 28, 2012

it's been a LONGGGG time..

do you ever just wanna sit next to someone and listen to everything they could possibly say about anything ever just because you like their face and their voice and their general existence 






I cant seem to escape my thoughts..






What we all want in life-- to fall in love, to travel, and to be happy




soda becomes vodka. bikes become cars. remember when dad's shoulders were the highest plae on earth and mom was your hero? race issues were about who ran the fastest, war was only a card game. the most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?-- and to think, we couldnt wait to grow up





Be a girl with a mind.
A bitch with an attitude.
And a lady with class.

ive had this emotion a million times


the worst feeling ever-- being let down





i hope you live a life that you are proud of






if you never chase your dreams, you will never catch them







i almost hate letting people into my life because they always seem to leave


I want to travel the world. I want to experience all different cultures. See all the things that we take for granted. Touch someone else's life. Make someones week much easier. Show them that there are still good and giving people in this world. That is my dream!! 








live beautifully.
dream passionately.
love completely








dont see me only as i am, but instead see me  how i long to be






Sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I’m not going to make it, but you laugh inside — remembering all the times you’ve felt that way.




i think of all the people that have really touched my life. really changed me-- for the good, and the bad.  And I think back to that awkward first meeting, the moment when we were complete strangers. Such a weird thought.. 






This is a constant battle for me. There are so many things I want out of this life, so many things I want to accomplish and achieve-- my mind and heart is always tugging me in different directions. 



this is so sadly true about our world now days. we are never grateful enough for the things we have, instead we are too busy worrying and complaining of the things we do not have.





i cant think of any worse feeling than regret-- knowing that there was something you could have or should have done to change something, to make something better. if there was one action, or one conversation you should have had that could have changed everything.






i love locking myself away with that special person. shutting out the world, creating one of your own, where you and that person are the only ones that exist. sharing secrets, exchanging touches, kisses... escaping all reality.






and you must not let anyone define your limits because of where you came from. your soul defines your limits. 












the absolute truth!

Thursday, March 3, 2011

.. and there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight

Im praying that something picks me up and sets me down in your arms


So heres your chance to it or leave it. Kiss me and mean it. And well swear to never hurt eachother again


They want me. I want you. And you want someone else. But none of us want to turn around.


I believe that two people are connected at the heart, and it doesn’t matter what you do, or who you are or where you live, there are no boundaries or barriers if two people are destined to be together.






it hurts to love someone when we can’t tell them what we really feel because sometimes we get hurt without them knowing. we get jealous even if we have no right to feel that way. we want their time even if we are not in the position to demand for it. although our hearts are breaking in silence, we still continue to love them because somehow in this hurtful love there is still hope of having simple moments with them even if it means being just a friend


she smashed the rearview mirror,because starting today she will never look back


she's beautiful, but she'll never admit it. music is her life, literally.ask her for a good song, she'll give you five. shirts and jeans are her trademarks.when she smiles her whole face lights up. her hearts been broken by a guy who doesn't love her anymore. and you know what? her life moves on.





You don’t love someone because they’re perfect. You love them inspite of the fact that they’re not.


Even if the path is a little blurry, keep walking. You’ll focus in when you know what you want. Then the picture of your life will be crystal clear. Just don’t ever give up.


"Eventually, everything ends. Age doesn’t guarantee maturity. Love doesn’t mean you’ll always be together. Things don’t always happen like you imagined. Being the bigger person, takes a big effort.







"I kinda miss the bond we shared. I mean, who wouldn’t miss that comfortable feeling with a person. Where we could talk for hours about everything, anything and not have a problem with the silence in the middle. Can’t forget all the ridiculous stuff we did. Stupid or not, everything was just so fun. Endless nights, real talks, the “remember whens” I remember it all. And it’s funny what life does, how it could just give you things and take it away so soon. I really can’t get it to my head that you grow distant from people and that good things come to an end sooner or later. But along the way I learned one thing about life; it goes on."

She keeps her secrets. Tries to hide her past; because everything lately has gone way too fast.