.. fate fell short ..

I memorized all the words for you, but if you only knew how much that's just not like me. I wait up late every night just to hear your voice, but you don't know that's nothing like me. You know, I wonder how you already figured out all these things that I try to hide. All this time I've been hoping you don't find out all these things that I hide on the inside. I can't be held responsible, this is all so new to me. Just when I think I'm invincible, you come and happen to me


You are the song in my head
that I find was the song I was singing all along.

But things just get so crazy, living life gets hard to do.
And I would gladly hit the road, get up and go
if I knew that someday it would lead me back to you


But I need the ocean or its sand, or the high that I felt when you first held my hand. And honey, I just can't feel right alone. Is there hope for this? Cause it's you that I miss. And I can't handle another night alone.

tough thing ab following ur ♥ is that people forget 2 mention that sometimes the ♥ takes u 2 places u shouldnt be. Places that are scary as they are exciting & as dangerous as they are alluring. Sometimes ur ♥ cant take u to places that lead 2 happy endings. Thats not even the difficult part; the difficult part is that when u follow ur ♥, u leave normal; & u go into the unknown, & once u do, u can never go back.

-and to leave behind what I once thought was fine and so real-

- if you can’t solve it, It isn’t a problem – it’s reality. And sometimes reality is the hardest thing to understand and the thing that takes the longest to realize.But once it hits you in the face you’ll never forget it.It will always be there in your memories and sometimes that’s the best way to look at it-

None of your scars can make me love you less

.. I wanted a perfect ending, now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what is going to happen next ..

No matter how much you think you've overcome there's still a way to go. Life doesn't stop for anyone, it never has and it never will. We'll always be waiting for something, wishing for someone, and praying for the strength to move on. It's just a matter of who stays strong during the hard times.

Everybody just keeps on moving on in this crazy, messed up world. That's all you can do anyways. You keep smiling, you keep moving, you just keep on living. Cause who knows, you might just be the only thing keeping somebody else from stopping. You might be someone's everything and not even know it. If you stop moving, what's to keep them from stopping too?

we love everything tied up neatly, easy, simple, and when we can't do that, it scares the hell out of us. to not know the next step, or where you're headed, kills. being unsure isn't in our plans. but its those moments, the ones where you risk it and step unknowingly into the future that assures us life is larger than we'll ever know

She said that she wanted to get high. He took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink. He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated pepsi and said “drink up.” She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face. He gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, and helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood. He took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said that she wanted to be alone. He gave her a name tag that said “my name is: alone.” She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always. He asked when he wasn’t…

And even if the moon fell down tonight,
There’d be nothing to worry about to worry about at all,
because you make the whole world shine

I’m so scared of losing you, I that, I’m willing to give you up.

There are so many things I want to say to you, but time’s caught me up and now I’ll never say them — except that I’ve loved you from the moment I saw you and every moment since.

Cause now I feel the bridges burning and all the smoke is in my eyes

.. somehow saving you by moving on ..

THE GIRL THAT WILL FOREVER HOLD THAT PIECE IN MY HEART THAT’S MISSING

when you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults. you don't look for answers. you don't look for mistakes. instead,you fight the mistakes. you accept the faults and you overlook excuses. the measure of love is when you love without measure. there are rarechances that you'll meet the person you love and who loves you in return.

4.

I can't stop the rain from falling down on you again,

I can't stop the rain, but I will hold you until it goes away.

( Third Day - When The Rain Comes )

07.

I was in this state of tossing and turning, not knowing what to do.

Yes, he changed me and now I'm not the same.

And I know just how I have the world when he says my name.

Every once in a while people step up, they rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise u, sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes, it can push pretty hard. If u look close enough, u find hope - in the bars of a song, and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you're lucky - I mean if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet - the person you love decides to love you back.

I want the drama, all of it. I want the fights, the yelling and screaming,

the make-ups and falling asleep in each others arms.

I want you, through the good and the bad times.

11.

All my love is yours, if you wanna have it.

.. i will write on these pages all that my heart knows..

I want someone who won’t care that I’m incapable of sitting still for more than fifteen minutes, that I can’t grasp the concept of cleaning, and that I refuse to be ‘lady-like’. Someone who can understand that half the decisions that I make are the ones that I regret, and that sometimes I overreact. I want someone who knows me in and out, but would still do absolutely anything to make sure that I’m theirs.

"  I am incredibly awkward and negative. I get attached easily, and I hold on for too long. I don't like opening up to people. Most five year old children can express their feelings better than me. I hide behind my fake smiles. I'm probably one of the most difficult people you will ever meet. But I can be sweet. I'm a great listener. I'll guard your secrets with my life. I will never judge you based on your mistakes, and i'll love you as much as I can."

 So you end up watching chances fade and wondering what's real..

We spend half our life sleeping, but we spend our whole life waiting. Waiting in lines, waiting for times, waiting to be old enough, waiting for a call. We’re always waiting. We just don't always realize it. Waiting for someone to say something, waiting for them to notice you. Constantly waiting for that one person, and they have no idea you’re waiting for them

People say everything in life is obtainable if you believe enough... well, that's a lie

I want to memorize every detail, play it back in slow motion- and make it last forever

I wanna be your everything..

I guess I remember every glance you shot me

Holding people away from you, and denying yourself love, that doesn’t make you strong. If anything, it makes you weaker because you’re doing it out of fear."

 ‎"One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you cant utter"

 Sometimes I think, if you opened your eyes and looked, you would find me, right here

She never stays the same for long, assuming that she'll get it wrong - perfect only in her imperfection.

Phrases left on paper, black ink bleeding through the page

 I make believe you're close to me but it aint close enough

its like a picture perfect sky without a view..

Mystified, just spinning around in circles. Drowning in the silent screaming with nothing left to say

She says hold me up darling, because I can't see straight. Been drinking again, and staying up late. Hope you understand that it's just that time of year. And there's only four seasons, but these feelings are always here.

You cant teach what you don't know.
You can't give what you don't have.
You cannot forgive what you can't forget.
But you can love, even if you aren't being loved back.

..perfectly imperfect..

just gonna stand there and watch me fall.

.. somewhere in between this moment and the end

‎"The wrong ones can't hurt you. It's the right ones that can.... they can kill you."