.. fate fell short ..

I memorized all the words for you, but if you only knew how much that's just not like me. I wait up late every night just to hear your voice, but you don't know that's nothing like me. You know, I wonder how you already figured out all these things that I try to hide. All this time I've been hoping you don't find out all these things that I hide on the inside. I can't be held responsible, this is all so new to me. Just when I think I'm invincible, you come and happen to me


You are the song in my head
that I find was the song I was singing all along.

But things just get so crazy, living life gets hard to do.
And I would gladly hit the road, get up and go
if I knew that someday it would lead me back to you


But I need the ocean or its sand, or the high that I felt when you first held my hand. And honey, I just can't feel right alone. Is there hope for this? Cause it's you that I miss. And I can't handle another night alone.

tough thing ab following ur ♥ is that people forget 2 mention that sometimes the ♥ takes u 2 places u shouldnt be. Places that are scary as they are exciting & as dangerous as they are alluring. Sometimes ur ♥ cant take u to places that lead 2 happy endings. Thats not even the difficult part; the difficult part is that when u follow ur ♥, u leave normal; & u go into the unknown, & once u do, u can never go back.

-and to leave behind what I once thought was fine and so real-

- if you can’t solve it, It isn’t a problem – it’s reality. And sometimes reality is the hardest thing to understand and the thing that takes the longest to realize.But once it hits you in the face you’ll never forget it.It will always be there in your memories and sometimes that’s the best way to look at it-