.. and there's a storm that's raging through my frozen heart tonight

Im praying that something picks me up and sets me down in your arms

So heres your chance to it or leave it. Kiss me and mean it. And well swear to never hurt eachother again

They want me. I want you. And you want someone else. But none of us want to turn around.

I believe that two people are connected at the heart, and it doesn’t matter what you do, or who you are or where you live, there are no boundaries or barriers if two people are destined to be together.

it hurts to love someone when we can’t tell them what we really feel because sometimes we get hurt without them knowing. we get jealous even if we have no right to feel that way. we want their time even if we are not in the position to demand for it. although our hearts are breaking in silence, we still continue to love them because somehow in this hurtful love there is still hope of having simple moments with them even if it means being just a friend

she smashed the rearview mirror,because starting today she will never look back

she's beautiful, but she'll never admit it. music is her life, literally.ask her for a good song, she'll give you five. shirts and jeans are her trademarks.when she smiles her whole face lights up. her hearts been broken by a guy who doesn't love her anymore. and you know what? her life moves on.

You don’t love someone because they’re perfect. You love them inspite of the fact that they’re not.

Even if the path is a little blurry, keep walking. You’ll focus in when you know what you want. Then the picture of your life will be crystal clear. Just don’t ever give up.

"Eventually, everything ends. Age doesn’t guarantee maturity. Love doesn’t mean you’ll always be together. Things don’t always happen like you imagined. Being the bigger person, takes a big effort.

"I kinda miss the bond we shared. I mean, who wouldn’t miss that comfortable feeling with a person. Where we could talk for hours about everything, anything and not have a problem with the silence in the middle. Can’t forget all the ridiculous stuff we did. Stupid or not, everything was just so fun. Endless nights, real talks, the “remember whens” I remember it all. And it’s funny what life does, how it could just give you things and take it away so soon. I really can’t get it to my head that you grow distant from people and that good things come to an end sooner or later. But along the way I learned one thing about life; it goes on."

She keeps her secrets. Tries to hide her past; because everything lately has gone way too fast.

.. sometimes it takes closing your eyes to see what you really have

The worst kind of pain is when your smiling, just to stop the tears from falling. Your sleeping, just so you don’t have to think.

I live in notes and photographs and everything im holding back. But you’re the words that weren’t enough, you remind me of a song I used to love.

i don’t know what it is about you.. maybe it’s the way nothing else matters when we’re talking, or how you make me smile more than anyone else has. it could be the way you say the right thing at the right time. but whatever it is, i just want you to know that it means everything to me.

And it hurts more than anything.. When the memories that are keeping you together become the reason you’re completely falling apart.

Lately I don’t care if I fall apart or stay together because in the darkness of every night, it will happen either way because my eyes finally see what my heart feels, complete emptiness.

“Please don’t go away. No one’s ever stuck with me so long. I know it’s there, cause when I look at you, I can feel it. And I look at you and I’m home. Please.. I don’t want it to go away. I don’t want to forget.”

trust me, i know how it feel. i know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you. i know what it’s like to wait for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart, for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.

I just wanted to tell you, that you are why i daydream. you are why I’m always so tired, because i spend the whole night thinking about you. you are the reason i come to school each morning. you are why i get those butterflies in my stomach. every time i look at you, my heart begins to race. it’s that simple; you are my everything.

you want to know what living life to the fullest actually is? it’s waking up on a monday morning with no complaints. it’s knowing you always deserve to laugh. it’s doing what feels right no matter what. it’s doing what you want to no matter how stupid you look. it’s about being yourself, because no one can tell you you’re doing it wrong.

…and im always and forever thankful for that. and i bet you have no idea how much I’ve changed since you left. im stronger now, somehow the pain helps me to grow, to be a better person. forgiveness set me free, yes, whatever the pain you’ve caused, i forgive you. no bitterness now, just acceptance.

Much time has passed between us, and sometimes i wonder..do you still think of me? of how we used to be? of our memories? i hope that when you look back, you’ll smile, and no…don’t feel bad about me, or the pain you have caused. i want you to be happy, i only wish all the good thing in you, and i hope that all of those future plan you have before, please make them all come true. believe in yourself, the way i believe in you… i know you can do it. and please don’t  ever, ever, think that you’re not good enough, because for me, until now..you are worth it, even all the pain. everything about you is wonderful, and i feel happy knowing that i’ve given a chance to know someone like you. you’re special you know.

and now, all i have is your memories, and day after day…they fade. i miss you..i miss talking to you.

I want to be the girl that changed everything. The girl that made a difference. The girl that gave you a story to tell.

the laws of physics are basically the laws of life. with all the unpredictable chaos around us, there are certain universal constants. gravity, the speed of light… these constants never change, even when everything else around them does. life is full of unknowns, and when those unknowns are too overwhelming, it’s the constants that we have to hold onto. like our friends, the ones who are not afraid to tell us that there’s no such thing as normal. the ones who have been in our lives for every minute with you, even the hardest minutes. like those who could have walked away, but chose to stick around. even though they had their own lives, families, their own children. like our parents, because we wouldn’t be here without them. who pick us up when we fall, who come when we call them, who answer when we knock. we all learned what a light-year is. and these years together have been our light-years. the years where everything became brighter, where we learned that the bright spots in our life aren’t merely spots, but constants. and no matter where i go or what i do, you are my constant

if you want to know where your heart is, look where your mind goes when it wonders

we all remember the bedtime stories of our childhood. The shoe fits cinderella, the frog turns into a prince, sleeping beauty is awakened with a kiss, once upon a time and they they lived happily ever after. Fairytales, the stuff of dreams. The problem is, fairytales don’t come true. It’s the other dark stories, the ones that begin with dark and stormy nights and end in the unspeakable. It’s the nightmares that always seems to become reality. 

.. and turnin the page smearing the ink and the love always

I miss the past, everyone and everything about it. They say it's not good to live in the past. But what if the past is where I want to be? And all I want is for things to go back to the way they used to be. Things change and so do people, that's life, but when things are good why can't they stay the same? There's nothing I or anyone can do about it and I guess we just have to enjoy what we have.

We have nothing in common and we don't share the same opinions on anything. Every time we talk we end up arguing, but there's just something about you that makes me weak at the knees.

And before I leave, I'd like one thing.? I'd like you to tell me that you loved me. Don't lie to yourself & say you didn't, cause I've seen your eyes, I've seen the emotion behind them. So don't lie to me ?and tell me I meant nothing to you, when you know I meant the world.

The truth is, I really do miss what we almost had. You’re the only person that ever made me feel anything; really feel. Even if it wasn’t always the best of feelings, you’re the only one who could make me smile or tear me down in three seconds flat. You’re the only person that can drive me crazy, in both good and bad ways. You’re the only person that ever made me feel like I didn’t have to try so hard. And I know that you’re not okay without me either, or you wouldn’t talk about such things as you do. I just wish you knew I still loved you, and I wish you would do something with that knowledge. I wish you would grab me and hold me tight in your arms and whisper in my ear how much you loved me more, like you always did.

The worst thing is loving someone when you shouldn’t anymore. It’s caring about someone, wondering how they are and what they’re up to when the truth is they’ve stopped wondering about you a long time ago. The worst thing is remembering every single detail of your relationship when he’s obviously long forgotten about you. The worst thing is missing him so much when he doesn’t even realize you’re gone, the worst thing is feeling the same as you ever did, knowing you shouldn’t because he doesn’t anymore.

I know that you and I have both moved on. We’ve both grown up and

traveled down very different paths. I know that things will probably neverbe the same again, and I know I’ll miss them from time to time. And I don’t think we should try to make them the same again because I’d like to remember them the way they were: awkward and imperfect and amazing and breathtaking. We did have some pretty snazzy times, didn’t we? I hope you always remember them and never forget them. I hope you think of me and the memories we made every now and then and smileyour face off. I know I will.

He talked to her again, as friends. It's been a while, but his eyes were just as blue and his smile was just as bright as always. He made her smile, he made her fall in love, again.

When you hugged me, that was when I really started to cry; it was when it actually hit me. No heaves and sighs, just tears flowing down my cheeks. Most people would have just given me a hug and let go, but you held on like you were trying to make sense out of all of it, too; like you needed a hug just as much as I did.

It's like I was chasing after you and I really, really wanted to catch you.. But now I realized if you wanted to be caught, you would have stopped running.

She hides herself with music. She never shows her feelings; always keeping things bottled up inside. I’d hate to see the day she exposes it all. When she tells you how you’ve made her feel, you’ll never be able to look at her the same way every again. Never.

i want to be alright without you. i want to smile, i want to laugh, i just want to stop lying to myself. you've been pulling me down for way too long and i know now it's time to let you go. it's time i stop worrying about you and your precious little life; it's time i think about myself for a change. it's time i treat myself right and leave behind those who don't. it's time i dig myself out of this hole and start all over again with someone who just might be willing to give me the chance that you never did.

maybe this is supposed to be the end of us, maybe we are not supposed to reconcile and be friends again. maybe we were here to teach one another a lesson, and once the lesson was taught we were supposed to leave. you taught me love, lust, pain and trust. i taught you to never let anyone take advantage of you. and now maybe, just maybe, this is the end for us.

the reason why people hold onto memories so tight, is because memories are the only things that don't change when everything else does.

sometimes there is nothing to be said. sometimes nothing should be said. i just want to find someone who won't run away. someone to look me in the eyes and tell me its okay; that things don't always go right. that is how life works and how it will always work. that it's not going to be easy. today, tomorrow, the next day, but it will somehow get better.

just when you least expect it, you start to think about how he made you laugh, how you feel when you're around him; and then you realize that after all this time, you cared about him more than you thought you did.

even though i'm moving on, i will never forget you. all because you were my first true love. and there will come a time in my life when i will thank you for that because by you breaking my heart, it made me a little bit stronger and you made me a little bit closer to finding the one that i'm meant to spend the rest of my life with. the scary thing is all the pain you put me through, with the snap of your fingers i'd run back so fast. but I can’t do that to myself again, I just can’t.

As I stand here looking at you, I wonder if there will ever be a day when I will get over your smile.

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize, you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours.

I remember the last time I had my heart broken and I kept on telling myself that it will be the last time. Wonder how many times people use the words “this will be the last time”? Whether after drinking a bucketful of alcohol or giving someone a chance when they least deserve it.

.. i'll chase past the tail lights, head for the skyline

i'm so strong, and that's what scares me most. The fact that I'm so strong I can block everything out and never actually feel anything or handle any situation. That's what scares me the most. Being too strong that in the end, I'm only hurting myself.

You're as fake as the moans you make, and you're as weak as the hearts you break.

The thing that hurts the most is pretending that it doesn't.

Someday, everything will make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason.

Every time I trust somebody, they show me why I shouldn't.

Have you ever felt jealous? Replaced, in a way, as though you have no significance in someone's life anymore. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep night after night wondering if there was something left to live for, when the one person who made you feel alive has gone and decided you're just not worth it anymore.

She's banged up. Mentally and emotionally. Literally and metaphorically. But every day she walks outside with a smile on her face. Because that’s who she is.

She has feelings; she has a heart. In fact, she probably has the biggest heart among all the girls you know. Because although you’ve given her nothing, not one reason for her to be around, she’s still there. And someday, she won’t be anymore.

The strongest people love even when their heart is broken.

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you. I need you like a heart needs a beat, but that's nothing new.

The things we crave most are the things that destroy us the quickest.

Laugh when you can. Apologize when you should. And let go of what you can't change. Love deeply and forgive quickly. Take chances and give your everything. Life is too short to be anything but happy. You have to take the good with the bad. Love what you got. Always remember what you had. Forgive, but don't forget. Learn from your mistakes but never regret. People change and things go wrong, but always remember that life goes on.

There is no person in the world who is made to handle every punch that's thrown at them. We aren't made that way. In fact, we're made to get mad, upset, sad, be hurt, stumble and fall. We aren't suppose to be able to handle everything. But that's what makes us stronger in the end, by learning from the things that hurt us the most.

She didn't want to admit it, but she loved him more than she should have.

I have a feeling you're going to break my heart again. & I have a feeling I'll let you do it.

Some things just aren't meant to last. They take up a little space in your heart and leave you a little smarter for next time.

I wish you could fucking see. I wish you could see the shit I went through for the past months and the emotions I went through. The tears I cried, the nights I ruined for myself just knowing you were out with another girl. I'm not mad, I'm really not I just wish you could know how much I cared. What all I would have done for you. What all I fucking still would do. But I've come to a point where these feelings don't overpower me any longer. I've come to be free of your hold but I just wish you could have known all I went through just for you.

Tomorrow, I'll fake a smile. I'll hold up my head and pretend to laugh without knowing the joke. I'll have conversations that make no sense and I'll watch a world I don't understand. The people around me, don't know I stopped giving a damn long ago - I doubt they realize, all being too wrapped up in their next 'let's get smashed and not remember in the morning' parties.. to actually notice. It's hard describing this feeling. I'm not sure if I've given up on the rest of the world, or if they've just given up on me. But still, if I take away the friends who don't know me, the life that has no direction and the meaningless emotions, I have no doubt in my mind things will be a bit clearer. Because even when you're miles away and your voice becomes the sound I miss so much that it hurts, at least I know I'm part of your life, no matter how big or small that part might be.

Sometimes we have to be broken down to be rebuilt into what we are actually meant to be.

someday, we'll actually get this right

Please don't be like the others. Prove to me that you're different, show me you're worth fighting for.

People always say that they don’t care what happens, they just want the one they love to be happy. I don’t know how many of those people mean it, but i’ve thought it through, and i know that i truly want you to be happy. I’ve prayed and analyzed and considered, and in the end, i would trade my happiness for yours. I would give every last bit of it for you, so that you would never have a bad day or a day filled with doubt. Even if you being happy means you’re not with me. I would still want you to have all the happiness in the world.

My challenge in life: To constantly be on his mind, while trying not to lose my own.

People always ask her why she puts up with all of his shit, and she doesn’thave any sort of answer. She just rolls her eyes, laughs, and says nothing.She acts embarrassed that someone called her out on it, but she wishes they would just open their eyes. She doesn’t know why, except for the fact that she accepts him. Hell, she adores him, as ridiculous as that is, and it’s beginning to baffle her how nobody sees that.

I thought I saw you breaking, I thought I felt you care. But all the thingsI thought I felt, all the things I thought I saw, well, they weren’t really here.