.. the silence screams my uncertainties ..

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you are what you love. not what loves you back.

Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away, and all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart.

In your soul are infinitely precious things that cannot be taken away from you.

THE WORLD IS A CRAZY PLACE, AND ALL I’M LOOKING FOR IS SOMEBODY TO BE CRAZY WITH ME.

Take a deep breath, calm down. Take ten steps back from a knife, lighter, or mirror. Turn on your iPod, lay on the floor and take more breaths. You are worth more than this, it doesn’t have control over you. You’re the one who will form your destiny, your own pathways through life. Don’t let shit tie you down or break you. It’s okay to cry, breath again. You’re alive and you’re wonderful.

Sometimes you have to run away so you can see who will run after you. Sometimes you have to speak softer, just to see who’s actually listening. Sometimes you have to take a step back, to see who’s still standing by your side. Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision, to see who’s there when everything falls apart. Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love, just to see if they love you enough to come back

For every action there is a consequence, what goes around comes around. Karma will teach us all something, whether we like it or not.

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes, just be an illusion.

The world was made round so that if two people who are meant to be together should choose to takedifferent paths in life, they would wrap around and end up right back to each other to meet again.

I want so much to open your eyes, because I need you to look into mine.

.. and i hide behind this shield of my illusion ..

And sometimes I just want to scream, and even after I do. I can feel how broken my heart still is.

here's to the night I stood alone, to the night I cried so hard I couldn't breathe, to the night I prayed for him to come back to me, & of course to the night where he never looked back.

Autumn winds, photographs, and starry nights. Our hands laced together, you squeezing me tight. I can't remember a fall ever feeling so right.

Like autumn turns leaves, winter will breathe cold on our necks, snow in our paths.

Wherever she goes, all that I know about us is that beautiful things never last,

That's why fireflies flash.

don't you ever wonder when it says he's typing a message, and then doesn't send it, don't you ever wonder what he was about to say, how it could've just maybe changed your life forever.

she could write a forty chapter novel about every little thing she loves about him & never get tired of reading it.

We talk as if nothing had ever happened between us. I smile at you like you never meant anything more than a friend, but look in my eyes, i hope you know im dying inside.

Think of me as you undo her dress. I hope you hear my voice as you kiss her neck. And as lust is screaming for release, i hope to god you're remembering me.

maybe we weren't meant to be, maybe we were never supposed to fall in love. heck, maybe we werent even meant to meet each other. but there's one thing i know is true. i loved you with everything in me.

Every night is the same, I stare out my window, and pick out a star. && every night I wish the same thing, even though I know it will never come true. I still don't give up, every night, I wish for you.

theres always going to be that one thing you wish for, but never get. that one mistake you can never take back. & most of all, that one memory that you would do anything to get back.

i thought you said you loved me, i thought you said you'd call.. i thought you said you cared, i thought you said we'd be forever.. i thought you said a lot of things. but i guess i was wrong.

Tell me you've had trouble sleeping; that you toss and turn from side to side, that it's my face that you've been seeing in your dreams at night

& when she sleeps she hides her hands under the pillow so maybe she'll forget how badly she wants you to hold them.

You know what hurts most? The seconds in the morning where you've just woken up, and for those mere precious seconds, you've forgotten the reasons you're unhappy; the reasons you're so broken. And then it hits you again, like a stab to the heart, and you remember all the reasons you didn't want to wake up. Yeah, that hurts

.. you're the smoke to my high ..

Every time I see him all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath. My heart races out of my chest. And I am painfully aware that I am not over him, but he’s over me.

Over the years you will make mistakes, take chances, lose friends, gain friends. 
You will find happiness, share laughs and tears, appreciate miracles and learn from the past. 
But most of all you will realize that people change and it’s just life.

It’s funny how the less you talk, the more you begin to realize it was not meant to be. it’s funny how slow it began, and how fast it ended. it’s funny how in the beginning he liked you, but in the end he liked someone else. it’s funny how he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.

Once you lose yourself, you have two choices. 
Find the person you used to be, or lose that person completely. 
Because sometimes you have to step outside 
of the person you’ve been and remember the person
 you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. 
The person you are.

You want to know what living life to the fullest actually is? It’s waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints. It’s knowing you always deserve to laugh. It’s doing what feels right no matter what. It’s doing what you want to, no matter how stupid you look. It’s about being yourself, because no one can tell you you’re doing it wrong.

When all is said and done I will love you
When all is said and done I’ll still love you

For a moment he had had an
overwhelming hallucination of her presence. 
She had seemed to be not merely with him, but inside him. 
It was as though she had got into the texture of his skin. 
In that moment he had loved her far more
than he had ever done when they were together and free.

cause I am not a word, I am not a line; I am not a girl that can ever be defined.