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I'm scared. Completely terrified actually. Scared of what will happen if I see you again and scared of what will happen if I don't

i think part of the reason why we hold onto
something so tight for so long is
because we fear something so great
will never happen twice.

You know what you want, you're just afraid to admit it because you're afraid of failing. Screw that. Screw your fear. You know what you want, which is a hell of a lot more than most other people. So don't be afraid or ashamed. Just go on and get it.

i needed to know that i meant something, anything to you. but what i got was nothing, absolutely nothing. and it’s funny the things you realize when someone walks away. at first you feel as though it’s your fault. feeling like nothing, so close to falling apart. and then, in time, you come to the realization that you did nothing wrong. that it’s his loss, that you are so much better without that one boy who didn’t ever care. you live and you learn, that’s how it is

and if all those words you said to me actually meant something,
maybe we wouldn't be standing where we are today.

Well things have been kind of heavy these days, trying to figure out which road to take. There is many decisions to be made, and the only time  I feel okay is when I'm in your arms.