There's a difference between goodbye and letting go. Goodbye is "I'll see you again when I'm ready to hold your hand, & when you're ready to hold mine. Letting go is "I'll miss your hand. I realized it's not mine to hold, and I will never hold it again.
So, you’ll come across so many people in your life. Ones you think will stay in your life, stay with you forever. You come across people you will love, very much. But sometimes love isn’t enough to tackle all the obstacles in life and you will have to deal with the heartbreak of knowing that that person you love is gone and you’re left, alone, to try your very hardest to fall out of love. To do something you never thought you’d have to do. Just keep your head held high. Don’t let it get to you, don’t fall apart. Clear your heart and let it go. And when it comes around again, let love in. Because you never know. It’s all about having faith.
I'm trying so, so hard to move on. I really am. I feel like I'm doing good without you, but then I hear a song, recollect a mermory, or just picture your smile, and I break down into the worst kind of crying. The kind of crying when you whole body just goes numb, and you just want to feel something
I want to sleep, I want dreams to pull me from this world and make me forget. To stop the memories from swirling around me. To put an end to this ache that consumes me.
I’m not like anyone you’ve ever known, and maybe that scares you a little bit because here you are with a girl that actually cares for you and for once in your life, you don’t know how to deal with that.
i don't have a fear of commitment; i have a fear of abandonment. we all screw things up. i screw things up, especially with the people i love. i get needy, i get moody, i get distant, i want to be too close. i get confused, i don't understand all of it, but i keep pushing because i hope in this thing, the universe. there's no way i'm the only person out there who wants it this bad. if i want it, someone else out there must too.
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