Tuesday, January 11, 2011

.. and I'm stuck in a dream that will not let me go ..

Just say yes, just say there’s nothing holding you back. It’s not a test nor a trick of the mind, only love. Just say yes, because I’m aching and I know you are too for the touch of the warm skin as I breathe you in. I can feel your heart beat through my shirt. This was all I wanted, all I wanted from you.

I'm still in love with who you used to be



things change momentarily but i write the same words in the end. getting my hopes up would be the title of the book about my life.

There is always gonna be that one person, the one who got away, the one who fucked you up, the one who broke your heart, the one you swore you would love forever. That person, who becomes not even a person at some point, but becomes this overwhelming being, this sense of loss that you carry with you. They are not worth it. Seriously, stop crying right now. Maybe you cannot see it right now, maybe all the other stuff that gets tossed in the pile of human relationships make it very hard to see, but people who treat you badly, are bad.

I just wanna get to the point where no matter what happens, no matter how long we go without being together, no matter how many fights we get in, that all we need is a kiss & suddenly we remember why we love each other so much.




She finally gave up. She dropped the fake smile as a tear ran down her cheek. She whispered to herself, "I can't do this anymore

do you hold her like you used to hold me? do you help her sleep the way you used to comfort me? i never thought i'd be the girl writing these kinds of questions but i also never thought you'd be the boy to only talk to me when it was to put me down

In 5 years time, I might not know you. In 5 years time, we might not speak. In 5 years time, we might not get along. In 5 years time, you might just prove me wrong.


I'm fine. I mean, not that I'm over it, but little by little it's getting easier to pretend it's easier, which means easier might be right around the corner.

i just took a really deep breath and held it in for a few seconds. as i exhaled i whispered "fuck it." there's no way that you could have been worth my happiness if i have been feeling this upset. so "fuck it," i'm letting g0



I planned to say all these terrible things to you, but in the end, I just want to tell you I miss you


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