We can talk all night, I'll say the things I should have said when there's nothing but time to waste. Now there's not enough time to say. I wont take for granted the people I love, just breathe in the moment, just breathe in love.
In the best, most desirable way; you scare me. And I love the way you scare me, but it makes me nervous. And then I say or do something really stupid, so I spend all this energy coming up with ideas to be smart so that you don't think I'm stupid; and those ideas inherently backfire therefore making me look more stupid. It's a vicious circle and I'm at the end of my rope because all I really want to do is kiss you, and I feel if I don't kiss you soon I'm gonna explode.
I stood above the wooden bridge, with my arms wrapped tightly around my body, listening to the river rush by. The wind blew lightly, sending shivers down my spine. The sun was setting, disappearing slowly behind the trees. I swayed back and forth with the music that was playing over and over in my head as I took in a deep breath and relaxed. I closed my eyes, smiling to myself absentmindedly. A warm pair of arms snaked across my waist, as the body held me closer to theirs. You rested your chin on my shoulders and kissed my neck softly. I knew this body and these lips from anywhere. I sighed happily, my heart beating faster than ever. I wish this moment could last, just having you right by side, everything would be alright.
So wake up and let go of these feelings that I've had for you; it's easier said than done. So give up and let go of these feelings that I've had for you; why couldn't you be one? But it's a guilty pleasure deciding whether you were ever mine or not. But it's just apparent that you weren't ever mine to start. What will it take to make you understand that I, I'm not lying when I say I need you.
I need to find just some way to get through, or at least some way that I can mention.. I'm feeling you, you're feeling me, what exactly is holding us back? I'm feeling you, are you feeling me? Just give me something, give me anything. Oh it's you, and it's true; You're electric, I can't get over it.
Every so often I can hardly remember the sound of your voice or the awkward rhythm in your walk.
I'm losing you all over again.
While I can’t have you, I long for you. I am the kind of person who would miss a train or a plane to meet you for coffee. I’d take a taxi across town to see you for ten minutes. I’d wait outside all night if I thought you would open the door in the morning. If you call me and say ‘Will you…’ my answer is ‘Yes’, before your sentence is out. I spin worlds where we could be together. I dream you. For me, imagination and desire are very close
And every once and awhile, we both turn and find each others eyes. I feel a surge up my spine and my heart pounding. So powerful, so loud, you must've felt the earth shake with me.
Now the risk that might break you is the one that would save - a life you don’t live is still lost. So stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see nothing is real till it’s gone. Hold on, before it’s too late. We’ll run till we leave this behind. Don’t fall, just be who you are.. it’s all that we need in our lives. So live like you mean it, and love till you feel it.
And its more than I can bare to look away. And I just smile, it's all I need to say, to make her see that it's moments just like these that I need. My mouth forfeits my words. She may not be mine but I'm all hers.
Others conquered love, but I ran. I sat in my room and I drew up a plan. But plans can fall through, as they often do. And time is against me now.
"Tell him I hate him, tell him I've moved on, tell him I don't think about him anymore but don't tell him I said this with tears in my eyes."
"I had a million crushes. In fact, every attractive boy I gravitated towards I spent a minute or two thinking about. But you, you were the only one I wasted hours , days, years on."
"I know I'm not completely over him. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore."
"Sometimes I really wonder how stupid it would seem to him. How I sit here with my eyes never leaving the screen of my phone waiting for his new text. Or refreshing the screen until it says he's online. Or how when I miss him I read the things he told me months and months ago. I really wonder what he would say if he knew he meant that much to me."
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