i'm scared and i don't say it often, but i can't stand that fact that you can hurt me. i don't like being so close, but i love it. you're my everything and i hate it because you have everything you need to break me. i'm not saying you will but i'm scared“You know how sometimes the last sentence you said, like, echoes in your brain? And it just keeps sounding stupider? And you have to say something else just to make it stop?
Under the streetlight, dancing by herself, she is waiting for a car to stop, a star to fall, someone to change her life.
| | Over time you'll realize who you really are and what you really deserve. You'll learn not to settle for someone and to not let anyone take advantage of you. If only you could realize this before you get hurt. | ||
I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice. I'm mad for always apologizing for things I didn't do. I'm mad for getting attached. I'm mad for depending on you and wasting my time on you. I'm mad for thinking about you, and most of all for not hating you when I should.
at least i expected the disappointment, right? i mean, i can't say i was surprised that you didn't text back once again. but i also can't say that it didn't hurt any less, either.
It’s often said that no matter the truth, people see what they want to see. Some people might take a step back and find out they were looking at the same big picture all along. Some people might see that their lies have almost caught up to them. Some people may see what was there all along. And then there are those other people, the ones who run as far as they can, so they don’t have to look at themselves.
I guess I could call you and say "how are you?", but I don't really have much to say. So I sit all alone and stare at the phone, and I hope that you're doing okay.
I wish you knew how much this hurts. How every second of every day I'm holding my stomach & fighting back tears. Just for one day, I wish you could feel how I felt and maybe you'd change your mind
t's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time. and it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. it's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and you want to move on, but you're stuck right where you started. when feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. when you have so many things to say, but you don't know where to start. when you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. it's so hard to think back how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different, and they may never be the same again. you tell yourself it's not worth it but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it
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