Her eyes scream with the saddest apologies, she misses her past; but she won't dare look back
True strength: Being able to hold it all together, when no one would blame you for falling apart.
this crying thing isn't working. it doesn't make me feel better. but i just can't seem to stop, the tears just come at different times-- and i feel like chucking a brick at a wall, but i know that will only make a dent in the wall, it won't fix my heart.
I'm learning to live without you now but I miss you sometimes. The more I know, the less I understand. All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning again. I've been trying to get down to the heart of the matter but my will gets weak & my thoughts seem to scatter. But I think it's about forgiveness even if you don't love me anymore.
"Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you. I'd been broken beyond repair.
But she couldn’t go back to being the girl she was before she met him. That Girl was gone
i have loved to the point of madness, that which to me, is the only sensible way to love.   |
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